Though I may feel like I am communicating and sharing with him my emotions with the bull, by thinking only with my pussy but not also with my heart, james can definitely feel as though he is an outsider in the relationship.
I never want him to feel threatened nor do I want my bull to feel as though he can have me solely to himself without acknowledging james as a part of the experience.
Yes, I have an ongoing relationship with ‘A’, but it is limited for what I desire so I have been seeking others.
No surprise, it has also been a challenge in finding ‘the right’ bull(s).
Though he may have sought out the relationship with a cuckold couple and acknowledged the desire for the relationship of three, he eventually resisted to go further once he established the emotional connection with me but not with james.
To that point, his response in a text conversation: “I think it’s unrealistic at this point for all three of us to be on the same level of communication.” In other words, his interest was only in an ‘affair of two’.